Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Not so positive this time...

I've got a lot weighing on my mind right now. Decisions to be made. Decisions that could effect me the rest of my life, whether I like it or not. I'm stuck in a place of thought that I'm really not comfortable with. Kind of like the carpet has been pulled out from under me and I'm just waiting to land...HARD on my backside. Truth is...the carpet may have been an illusion my entire life.

Vague? Yes. I'm really not ready to talk about it openly yet. However, I really just need to talk, to think it through, to come to grips with something and see if I can adjust to this new situation. I really wish my husband were awake. That he could give me his attention. Yet, he's still sleeping...haven't seen him much the past two days. Won't see him today either.

Its so hard to depend on someone else when they aren't there...


  1. Gwen, I was sort of sad/worried to read this but again I know how important and cathartic writing can be when you're stuck in one of these places. I don't know what you're dealing with, but please know that I'm here thinking of you and that I think you're strong and will make the right decision, whatever it is. Caring for you...Jess :)

  2. Gwen, I'm here to listen if you need me. Let me know if I can do anything other than be your friend.
    Big hugs, ~Diane

  3. Chatter away whenever you need to...your blogging pals are always here!
    Hope things get sorted out for the will do just fine no matter what!!

  4. keep on writing girl friend and let it out-you know we can talk when ever you need-you know how to reach me :)
    i will pray for you to find peace and comfort in what ever the situation is. xo

  5. Gwen, please know that we are always here to listen. You are in my thoughts & prayers!! {{{Big Hugs}}}

  6. Hi Gwen! I am a sister too! I saw your comment on Dorcas Deisgns. Hope everything will be alright for you.

  7. writing can be therapy sometimes...
    and we are here for you..hope you can sort things out soon enough to get your mozo back...
    i know it's hard to depend on someone and not to be there... he might need something to shake him up a little bit...
    take care....

  8. Hi Gwen,
    Remember I'm here for you. You are welcome to private email me if you want to talk somewhere less public. But either way I want you to know that I'm praying for you and hoping you'll feel some peace. Hugs, Dorcas


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